I really want to get another tatoo, but what am I going to tell my kids? I really don't see anything wrong with them...I'm sure I'm wrong in stating this...but I really want another one so here is 2 I have narrowed it down too. Make that 3 :)
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Shopping
I went shopping tonight :) I just love saving money. I got formula for 4.97 & 4.99 per can to resell, Thanks to coupons & checks :) I saved lots of money tonight and will list the formula for resale tomorrow! We also bought the new Barbie movie. The girls said they wanted it as a reward but I said that wouldn't be fair to JR. He said on know that was alright because he bought himself a pack of gum. So I told the girls they could buy it and walking out the door, I hear the kids arguing. Jr is mad because it wasn't fair that the girls got rewarded (never mind he said he didn't mind, that meant he did mind *rolling eyes*), Meme was mad because she wanted something different which in turn made Abby mad because she didn't get to "pick" anything out. Please people...I wish I could make everyone happy. So I said fine it's going back to the store, then Ariel started crying, real tears. Daddy put the kibosh to the mess and said..."We are the parents...what we say goes...if you don't like it go lay in your bed while the movie is playing..." GO DADDY! Score 1. And he took us for 39 cent ice cream cones at McDonald's, yum. Everyone seemed a bit happier then. So all in all it was a good night. :)
On my mind...
Abortion and Miscarriages are on my mind lately. I am so confused as to how a mother that M/Cies at 4-5 weeks or more can realize that she has just lost a life but yet a woman that has an abortion just took out the trash, so to speak. How can it be a child to one and a mass of tissue to another? There is a right answer here. I'll let you figure it out. When is a baby a baby? Is it when a child is viable as some would say? Then I say to you, my 3 year old is not a child for she needs to be feed, clothed, schooled exc... she cannot care for herself. Well she can breathe and her body functions are normal but if I don't feed her she will then die. Our children are dependant upon us for EVERYTHING! From the first stages of pregnancy to when they are expecting there own children. I still need my dad to do things for me...to care for me.... to love me.... I'm glad he wasn't pro-choice. I searched online for miscarriage pictures. I wanted to see what a baby looked like in the early stages of miscarriage. This is what I found
http://www.jillstanek.com/archives/2007/03/bethanys_baby.html
I linked it so you wouldn't have to read the story or view the pictures. Warning*** a picture of a 5-6 week old baby that was miscarried. How precious, and I ask you, if a baby looks like that at 5-6 weeks (most women don't even know they are pregnant yet) what does it look like when a woman goes in for an abortion? You see the pictures...is that not a baby? Is that just some tissue? How is that a baby but to a person that is pro-choice that is no more then a tissue piece. I can go on and on but people who are pro-choice do not care if its a baby or not, they are selfish people only doing what they want. They know there excuses are just that EXCUSES, but alas they do not care. They aren't "ready " for a baby, then they can't go out and party...and the list goes on and on. I love the biggest saying pro-choice throw out "what if a woman gets pregnant from a rape?" Less then 1% of rape victims get pregnant. That poor girl has been hurt already, do you really think that killing and innocent child will help her more? No it makes a horrible experience even worse. Abortion wrecks a woman, wrecks a nation and destroys a life.
http://www.jillstanek.com/archives/2007/03/bethanys_baby.html
I linked it so you wouldn't have to read the story or view the pictures. Warning*** a picture of a 5-6 week old baby that was miscarried. How precious, and I ask you, if a baby looks like that at 5-6 weeks (most women don't even know they are pregnant yet) what does it look like when a woman goes in for an abortion? You see the pictures...is that not a baby? Is that just some tissue? How is that a baby but to a person that is pro-choice that is no more then a tissue piece. I can go on and on but people who are pro-choice do not care if its a baby or not, they are selfish people only doing what they want. They know there excuses are just that EXCUSES, but alas they do not care. They aren't "ready " for a baby, then they can't go out and party...and the list goes on and on. I love the biggest saying pro-choice throw out "what if a woman gets pregnant from a rape?" Less then 1% of rape victims get pregnant. That poor girl has been hurt already, do you really think that killing and innocent child will help her more? No it makes a horrible experience even worse. Abortion wrecks a woman, wrecks a nation and destroys a life.
Poor Arfie
Arfie just called to tell me he was picking up garbage under one of the bushes down at the school and bees swarmed out and stung him 5 times on the hand!!! Poor hubby. I told him to take a sick day and come home but nope, he's to stubborn. Does Middleburgh even realize what an awesome worker they have? Probably not. I wish someone would see his potential and keep him on first shift. He deserves praise and recognition for the hardwork that he does there. Kuddos to my Hubby, he is "THE BEST" Mwah!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Another Lawyer???
Oh no, M is 1 and I'm getting baby fever. I would love to have more kids but our house is so small. Our income is lacking, somewhat, but over all I want more babies!!! I know I'm selfish. I think daily all the pros and cons. I know for sure it won't be for a while but I can't help the desire. I'm crazy I know. Haha, I have 5 kids. It sounds like a lot when you say "5" but I know each one of my kids as individuals. So to me it's not a lot. Dan said he thinks of us as catching the Staskos :) That is OK. I just wish I had a bigger house...Hhhmmmm
After 13 years...Miscarriage
Miscarriage ...
Let me start by saying, this writing has been a long time coming and I'm finally able to see this on paper. I didn't even know what it was until years later. I was 17 years old, living with my bf (boyfriend) who is know my Dear Husband (DH) I was late for my period and thought I was pregnant. So he went out and bought an HPT. I don't know what kind it was or how sensitive. Heck I don't even think I read it right. I tested and remember it being negative. But back then I would have considered a light second line negative because I thought it had to be as dark as the control line. DOH I was 17. So I threw out the test and about 2 weeks later got what I thought was AF (Aunt Flow). I didn't even know I was m/cing!!! It makes me so sad to look back know and know now what happened so long ago and now I morn I remember having really bad cramps and sitting on the toilet bleeding really bad. I passed a few grey/blue clots and was totally freaked out because I thought I was dieing. I called in a girlfriend and asked her if she even had a period like that. I told her what I was passing. She thought I was crazy and said she never had a period like that. The heavy bleeding and clots lasted about 2 days and then it was like my normal period but I bled for a few days longer. That "period" stuck in my mind for a long time. I got married... got the internet and started researching online about m/c's. I always knew there was something wrong then and now I know I had a miscarriage. To this day Arthur will not come to terms with it. I have and I still grieve. I grieve because It happened and I didn't even know what it was until years later & I grieve because I was living a sinful life, maybe if I hadn't been living such a horid life my baby would be alive. I was about 6-7 week along and miscarried naturally. I passed about 4-5 bluish gray clots, a ton of red blood clots. Bleeding was about 7-8 days, no drugs or D&C. I bled for 7-8 days. My baby is in Jesus arms. "Suffer the little children to come unto me and forbid them not for such is the kingdom of heaven" About 40% of all pregnancies end in miscarriage, most of those before a pregnancy test is even taken....
Let me start by saying, this writing has been a long time coming and I'm finally able to see this on paper. I didn't even know what it was until years later. I was 17 years old, living with my bf (boyfriend) who is know my Dear Husband (DH) I was late for my period and thought I was pregnant. So he went out and bought an HPT. I don't know what kind it was or how sensitive. Heck I don't even think I read it right. I tested and remember it being negative. But back then I would have considered a light second line negative because I thought it had to be as dark as the control line. DOH I was 17. So I threw out the test and about 2 weeks later got what I thought was AF (Aunt Flow). I didn't even know I was m/cing!!! It makes me so sad to look back know and know now what happened so long ago and now I morn I remember having really bad cramps and sitting on the toilet bleeding really bad. I passed a few grey/blue clots and was totally freaked out because I thought I was dieing. I called in a girlfriend and asked her if she even had a period like that. I told her what I was passing. She thought I was crazy and said she never had a period like that. The heavy bleeding and clots lasted about 2 days and then it was like my normal period but I bled for a few days longer. That "period" stuck in my mind for a long time. I got married... got the internet and started researching online about m/c's. I always knew there was something wrong then and now I know I had a miscarriage. To this day Arthur will not come to terms with it. I have and I still grieve. I grieve because It happened and I didn't even know what it was until years later & I grieve because I was living a sinful life, maybe if I hadn't been living such a horid life my baby would be alive. I was about 6-7 week along and miscarried naturally. I passed about 4-5 bluish gray clots, a ton of red blood clots. Bleeding was about 7-8 days, no drugs or D&C. I bled for 7-8 days. My baby is in Jesus arms. "Suffer the little children to come unto me and forbid them not for such is the kingdom of heaven" About 40% of all pregnancies end in miscarriage, most of those before a pregnancy test is even taken....
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