Sad

I don't belong here. I am mis-understood. A freak at best. I live in my own little world because there is no pain of rejection there. I want to help and do help others but when it comes to my friends being understanding of me its a no go. I am little and forgotten. I don't go out with friends. I don't go to friends houses. I don't invite friends over. I will live in my own little world forever. I am safe there. Everything is falling into place and I will soon be gone.